I've always taken 'mimpi tu permainan syaitan' as a passing remark. I've never really thought about it. But what happened two days ago was an eye opener to me. It's as though these devils could sense my worst fear and then decided to play and mess me up.
I honestly don't know how to put it in words. But that particular nightmare incited a lot of hatred and anger and terror. It stirred a lot of confusion and anxiety in me.
I've had nightmares before. Dozens, dozens of them. But nothing like this. Nothing so raw, so real, so terrifying like this. I woke up in cold sweat, drenched in tears. I was almost convinced that it really happened.
Up till this moment right now, I could recall the nightmare as clear as day.