If it's up to me, I wouldn't mind staying at home all day everyday. All the better for me. I could read books write books prepare breakfast lunch dinner do laundry clean house while watching dramas and pretend to be a domestic goddess, not.
But fact is, I can't.
I'm working on the wedding week and I still have to go to work two days after the wedding. I can't even afford to stay at home for 3 days straight what more 30?????
Kenapa susah sangat semua orang nak faham ni?
Last week while rushing out to work, to events, to run errands I keep bumping into familiar faces (for some unknown reason semua duk pakat bump into me the same week ke apa??) who gave me comments like:
'Lagi sebulan nak kawen relek je?'
'Betul ke nak kawen, gaya macam tak je'
(I don't know man! How does other bride to be(s) behave? I'm supposed to quit life and prepare for wedding only is it??? I'm supposed to talk bout it 24/7?? Freak out every other day???)
Even to questions like
'Are you even engaged? How come I've never seen your tunang around?' (Eh my pasal lah?!!!!!! What's your problem??????????)
When I actually confided in my girlfriend in hopes that she could soothe my aching soul, her reply tak membantu langsung ok?
'Can you stop being so busy? Kau nak kawen ke taknak?'
OH GOD SERIOUSLYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
PS: The number of exclamation marks & question marks reflects the state of frustration I am in right now. Like, ughhhhhhhhhhhh